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[May. 20th, 2006|07:37 pm]
[mood |disappointeddisappointed]
[music |Pixies]


I want a family.
I want to be a moma.
I want the one.
I want to be happy.
And I imagin those are the only things in life that do make you happy.
But I dont have them.
I try to fool myself offten.
That this is what I have to do
This will make a diffrence
I just feel so empty when I come home or when Im out.
Dont get me wrong I want my buisness.
I guess Its because I dont have anything else to hold on to pretty much.
I want more love.
I wanna love more.

I wonder sometimes why. Why I should do anything when I dont have anything motivating me. Often times, I feel like Im running on empty. Maybe there will be a day I feel happy and energetic and furfilled. But for right now, I dont. I dont know If I ever will.

Is that all there is?
Is that all there is?
Well if thats all there is,
Then break out the booze and lets keep on dancing.