|Why are you so far away she said
||[Mar. 11th, 2006|10:20 pm]
|||||Just like heaven||]|
Theres no one I can REALLY talk to anymoce.
I cant really breath right now
But i want a smoke
since i already have this drink next to me
The only thing i can count on being there for me lately is that.
I want a hot bath with candels and a glass of wine.
I want to get away.
I want an escape
Oh theres that pisces in me i guess.
My God i dont know.
I guess Only God knows what I need.
I just want to feel whole again.
Im so unhappy.
and despritly searching for something to make sense.
Something to find, something good to find me.
I just want something to be good.
I dont even care if its a lie.
I guess I want to believe anything now.
Maybe that was my downfall all along.
I tried to believe the best, In everything in every situation and person
Even when I knew it was a lie.
When I thought it could be bad for me.
Im a fool.
I get the point.
But hey, You never loved me anyway.